Interview with an Angel
Writing assignment Oct. 3, 2014
I was thinking the other day about reincarnation – what if
it was really true? What if we really
could and do come back? I wonder what
the process would be like. Then last
night, I had the strangest dream!
I dreamed that for some reason I was a visitor up in
heaven. As I walked along this beautiful
golden pathway I saw many beings – kind of like what I would imagine angels to
look like, only without the wings – sitting on benches alongside the path. It
was hard to tell if they were masculine or feminine – they all seemed alike. They
were all happily talking with each other, and as I passed by they smiled and
nodded or waved me until one angel, who was so surprised to see a living soul
up in heaven, approached me.
"Wow! You really
are alive!" The look on his or her
face was one of pure wonder and dare I say a little excitement, too.
"Yes, I am still alive," I replied, and then
continued, "I think I've been given special dispensation to come up here
and look around a little bit because I was really curious about
reincarnation."
The angel/being thought about this for a moment and broke
out in a broad smile, and invited me to ask him/her any questions I wanted to
ask. This was too great an opportunity
to pass up, so I sat down on the bench beside the angel and opened with this
question:
"So, is it true?
When people die do they really get a chance to go back to earth and live
again?" I asked.
"Yes, it happens all the time!", the angel replied. "In fact, that's what all of us who are
sitting on these benches are doing right now – we are waiting to be born once
again. Right now, we are considered
split souls. That is, half of our soul
is already inside the baby in its mother's womb and the other half of our soul
is sitting right here on these benches, just waiting for the big moment!"
I was instantly perplexed.
"So, the baby inside the mother's womb does have a soul,
correct? That is to say, it is a living
being with a real soul?”
“Yes, “ the angel patiently
answered. I know there is much discussion on earth about this in some
cultures, but take it from me, anything that lives has a soul.”
“Do you mean to say even animals, trees, flowers, and so
on? All living things have souls??” I
asked timidly.
“Yes, absolutely!”
said the angel. “A soul is a spark of life energy from the Main Source
-- and so is Divine. Things cannot live
without that spark of energy, which human beings referred to as the soul.”
Now that we have that settled, my mind began to race with
other questions! I next asked the angel
if we get to choose what kind of person we want to be, that is, what
subdivision, and what sex? Seeing as
were all human, there is only one race – the human race. But it comes in many flavors! The angel answered that no, not exactly. I asked him what he meant.
“We can put it before the Divine Council that we would like
to come back different than we were before.
However, a specific choice is never ours. For instance, we may have been black in the
previous life and want to come back as white. Or, we may have been a man and
want to try it out as a woman. The Grand Divine Council first consults with God, then it makes the final decision.
For instance, in some of my incarnations I was at one time an Eskimo man,
and another time I was South Pacific Islander woman! And one time, I was a mountain person and
right after that I wound up living too close to the desert. Each of these lives taught me a lot about
life itself and ultimately, about human nature.
Each time, it felt as if I was becoming more of a whole being and not
just a part.”
I pondered that for a moment and had the sensation that I
understood what the angel was saying.
For instance, in my own life I knew frightening poverty and great
hunger. Then, things improved greatly
and I enjoyed the comfort and security of a substantial bank account. Each of these experiences had their own
pluses as well as minuses, and I knew them intimately from having lived them.
“OK,” I pressed on, “so what if we don't want to come
back? Does that mean our chance to come
back again is then lost forever?”
“OH, no, “the angel replied. “The good Lord always gives us
the choice of wanting to improve ourselves and hone our skills by going back to
the proving ground, the great educational institution, that is called Earth” it
said with a warm and lovely smile lighting up its face.
“Well, thank goodness for that!” I responded. “But one thing
puzzles me.”
“Please tell me what it is!, " the angel said.
“What about all of our loved ones who also passed on – with all
the coming and going that seems to be happening up here, do we ever run into them again?”
At this, Angel chuckled. “Yes, of course!” it answered,
“That is the beauty of the whole thing.
Here in heaven, souls, or spirits as some call them, instantly recognize each other – there is no
searching, not really. All one needs to
do is to think about the loved one and instantly, the loved one’s soul
appears. Even if a spirit decides to go
back for another lifetime or two or three or more, there is a tiny part of his
soul or spirit (because remember, it is a spark of energy!) that remains here in heaven. Therefore, people are never ever lost to one
another. The love they felt for one
another never dies, and it is there to comfort one another any time at all,.” As if reading my mind, he added, “Yes, this
applies to beloved pets as well. After all, as living beings they, too, have
souls. Up here, all love goes on forever.”
And that's when it hit me - that's why they call it heaven!
