My Secret Story
Writing Group
Assignment for September 5, 2014
This story that I am about to share with you has haunted me
for years. This is truly the first time I’ve ever shared it with anyone. First,
roll the clock back to the year 1964, sometime in the early spring, I think it
was. The country was obsessed with social change, the Vietnam war, and college
campuses erupting in fury. For me, it
was a confusing, and on this one day, a very scary time…
It was just at the end of my Typewriting I class, and as per
usual, I joined the queue of students returning our books to their customary
place on the book shelf beneath the windows. Dust mites lazily floated in the
late afternoon sunshine, and all I could think about was meeting with my
friends after school down at the corner store. Suddenly, my back exploded in a
world of pain and I fell forward into the book shelf, and landed on the floor.
My classmates screamed and/or yelled, depending on their sex – and I thought I
had been shot. It was hard to breathe and as the kids all crowded around me,
one solitary figure loomed above them all – the teacher, Mr. Davis – and the
look on his face was one of pure, unadulterated rage. Too stunned to even speak, I gasped up at
him, my eyes begging to know what had happened. At last, he spoke:
“HOW DARE YOU!” he boomed at me. “I said hello to you as you walked past me
and you never even looked at me, much less answered me!” His face was an ugly reddish purple, with huge
throbbing veins in his forehead clearly standing out. My heart began to beat at
a ridiculous rate of speed, and all I could do was cry. Apparently, in a
terrible fit of anger, he slapped me as hard as he could, square in the center
of my back. Hot tears streamed down my face, as my friends bent down to help me
to my feet. Shaking like a leaf, and on weak and trembling legs, I was helped
to the Nurse’s office by my now irate friends, as the boys in the room
encircled Mr. Davis. I don’t know what happened in that room next, and I really
did not care. Mr. Davis had a reputation for having a really bad, explosive
temper, and few people deliberately crossed him, ever.
Safely in the confines of the Health Office, I managed to
tell the nurse what had happened as best as I could. Her face showed extreme
shock and surprise – and something else: extreme worry and fear. Then, she
asked me two simple questions:
“Do you want me to call your parents, Marie? Should I call
the authorities?” I knew somehow with a
knowledge far beyond my years that my next sentence would have a profound,
life-long effect upon that man and could have the power to either help…or
destroy… him. I thought of his wife and
his two adorable little children – and wondered what they would do if their
father wound up in jail. I wondered what this might do to his marriage, and
therefore his entire family. No matter how upset I was, or in how much pain,
shock and surprise, I just could not be the one to help take that man away from
his family. Such are the errors of the young!
“No. I’m ok,” I weakly replied.
“Are you sure?” she asked, her hand gently resting upon my
own hand.
“Yes. I’m sure. I know he didn’t really mean it – he has a
very bad temper and for whatever reason, he just lost it.” I finished.
“Is that it?” she asked, not quite sure she heard me
correctly or not.
“I would like one thing, “ I said, “and that is for him to
come in here and apologize to me.”
Without another word, she went to get Mr. Davis.
It looked as if he
had been crying, or so it seemed. His eyes were red and his now very pale face
was wet with either tears or sweat, or perhaps both. He sat down in a chair in front of me, his
head hanging sheepishly low, his eyes avoiding mine.
“I – I’m so sorry, Marie,” he stammered, “I don’t know what
came over me! I just wanted so much for you to say hello to me and when you
didn’t, I just lost it,” he finished lamely.
I thought about it for only a moment, and then replied,
“Mr. Davis. I think you need some counseling for your bad temper, before things get out of control again. You have your wife and children to think about, so don’t do this for me, do it for yourself and for them.”
“Mr. Davis. I think you need some counseling for your bad temper, before things get out of control again. You have your wife and children to think about, so don’t do this for me, do it for yourself and for them.”
As far as I know, I was told this is what he did do. He went
on to enjoy a very good career, minus his horrific temper-filled outbursts,
even managing to become Assistant Vice Principal.
Was I right or wrong? At the time, I felt I had made the
right choice. You see, I knew he was a good person down deep but I also knew he
had a real problem with anger. I look back on it all in my later years and
thank God that I had the insight to try to be a help to this man – although, I
admit, it may not have been the wisest choice at the time.
But, that is me. I act “off the cuff” and will go the
distance for a fellow human being, sometimes, no matter what.
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Please note that I did not use my former teacher's real name.